I was thinking that I haven't spoken w/X in a serious conversation for so long, I do not know who he is any more. I do not know if I would like him any more.

But...sometimes I still miss him. If that makes any sense.

Again, I am not sure I would ever be fully "over" him. There has been so much damage.

Otherwise, I have worked hard on myself and my life. I think I have created a nice life for D.


M: 16 years
Bomb 4/07
OW 20s long gone
Divorced 11/09
I remarried New Guy
Cooperative r w/X regarding D