Sorry that you feel lonely, Scylla. But you know what medicine the DB Doctor would prescribe? Yes, you know it -- get distracted. Even if you've already been GALing, now is time to up the ante, even for a while. Go do something you like or have wanted to, and get your mind off those dreams and subsequent feelings.
Hope you feel better.
Thanks for the well wishes. I guess I'm really feeling the pressure of things now that it's coming close to when STBX told me he was unhappy 2 years ago. It just keeps dragging on and on seemingly with little to no improvement or change. I still feel so unwanted.
BITS Me-51, WAS-52 Kids 2 M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013 Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice. Love is a action and choice you make, every day.
