BWORL, I am glad I read your post. I have just been grappling with my feeling lately, coz I am coming into this phase where :

1. I am questioning my love for my H...

I suddenly feel like I have lost it, I am wondering if I am done, I don't feel the physical attraction, and I am looking for explanations, I even am thinking of stirring the pot... I see now that my motive was perhaps to make the sitch more precarious and bring on fear and the feeling of love????


2. At the same time, I have never felt more happy, content, focused at work than I have been sionce tis whole thing started.

I must really be letting go.... PEI, everyting is falling into place!


Me:49 H:45 D:12 M:14 T:18
Bomb: 6/26/10
EA: 9/3/10, fizzled out slowly, now ???
11/5/11 Retrouvaille
Finally piecing....
Its peaceful at last, but we got a looong way to go