Many of us have been there. There's NO telling where this will go for you, but chances are this doesn't have as much to do with you as you're likely to think. You'll wonder what's wrong with you, you'll blame yourself...
...DON'T. I did and it almost killed me. Work on you. The sad news is she may not recover... but the good news is that if you work on you, 1) you WILL feel better about yourself because you'll be a better person, 2) she may notice a change and be drawn back toward you, and 3) if she doesn't, others may.
You'll survive; you will. Just take care of yourself; this may well get worse before it gets better.
