hi country,

sorry i haven't been around for awhile, just going numb and not feeling like doing much

that has recently got better

i feel for you and your little girl

i know how hard this is

the worst part is when i tuck my son into bed at his dads and then leave

he usually says "mom, don't leave" and runs down the stairs for another hug

i cry in the car on the way home

it is truly devastating

but it will get better

for us both

i get so angry sometimes, that he can see his child like this and think that d is an option

but he does and i will make the best of it for my s

and you will do so with your little girl (and of course she loves her daddy)

xo

BITS