I see now, thank you MHL. I need to face my fears of the future. The fact that I always had a partner since my late teens doesn't mean that my life will end if I end-up alone. It will just be a different life. I don't feel that yet, but I will, because I value life and happiness. And because time was always a good healer for me.
Thank you very much.
Me: 36 Wife: 33 Together: 09/2007 Married: 03/2010 I love you but...: 06/2011 Separated: 06/2011 Rebuilding: 11/2011