Thanks Telemark, I really appreciate your input and I am trying to learn as much as I can to continue to better myself, improve self esteem, and most certainly sanity This can be quite insane at times.
Ironically right before I read this post, I got an email from H requesteing that we talk this weekend. He expressed his unhappiness and said he felt stir crazy. He wants to find a way to move on and have a happy, simpler life and specified "with you".
Nervous to even consider this conversation, and haven't responded to the email at all yet. Timing for my call with DB coach is very good. I think I will need it before the weekend.
This can be quite insane at times.