Should I contact her?

[Lonely Room]

Thank you very much MHL, very very much. It's an impressive contribution.

What you told me was already in my mind, I know that we need to meet, to see each other, ideally physically. But I feel that I'm not ready (physically and mentally) and that time is running out. I know it might just be non-sense, but I feel that the more time passes the more my wife drifts away from me.

I know that she's getting impatient with this "limbo" situation we're living in, that she's finding things to occupy her time, buying new clothes, etc..

And last but not least, I'm afraid of not being able to attract my wife again. I know this sounds silly, but that's how I feel. Everything happened so naturally when we met, and now I'm "planning". How can this work?

My wife and I met each other online, and spent 2 months chatting and knowing each other before we physically met. Will this approach also work now? It might give me some time until I sort out my body and mind.

Thank you so much again, regards.