After reading another post this morning that basically could have been written by me, I realized that I was still too worried about what he is doing and not doing. This is for me and that is where my focus needs to be. I really needed to see that, and thankfully I did.

I think it is so confusing for me because we still live together and share a bed.

So glad to have that eye opening moment this morning smile Also very grateful to have a call with my DB coach tomorrow.

That is one of my new 180's, I am finding 5 things to be grateful for every day. It really does help with my mood and attitude.


Me 39
H 43
T 20 y
M 17 y
S 17
S 14