Johnnieno1, I'm glad to see you are gaining more self-confidence and strength. Your W will continue to change almost by the minute; as an example, here are the changes I've seen my W go through just in the last few weeks:
Sleeping a lot Staying up until 2 A.M. on her computer Extremely pleasant and warm to me Extremely unpleasant and cold toward me Leaving her phone out in the open for me to "see" Carrying her phone with her everywhere she goes Laughing a lot Crying a lot
You get the picture...
You'll make yourself nuts trying to analyze or assign any logic to your W's behaviors. Once I stopped trying to do that with my W it was as if a great weight was lifted. Somewhere I read that the WAW is like an emotional, irrational angry 15 year old. Looking at it in that light helps me when I am dealing with the ups and downs.
Keep the light shining on you and your kids.
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS
