Okay, so nothing is posting, I'm feeling a bit left behind, but here goes another journal entry.
So we spent the weekend together as a family. I went pretty dark - spent a lot of time alone and busy, when we weren't in family mode. He felt it. But it made no difference. I think it only threw him into the OW's arms harder and faster. I saw some of their texts today. They talk about being friends, like "I'm so glad I have a hot smart funny friend like you". Ugh. It's so disgusting. I was really angry after I saw them, and punched the crap out of his pillows for about 5 minutes. That worked all the rage out in me. But I'm still bitter.
