I tried to daydream, but my mind kept wandering

[ClingingToHope]

I actually put in about three paragraphs about why I'm divorced.

She responded that her ex cheated on her with three other people and she had to divorce him. So obviously she's been burned.

Enjoying my third week of summer vacation with girls. Today, we had a family over swimming. One girl D12's age, boy and girl around D8's age.

Funny thing. The husband was a serial cheater who blew all of their money in strip clubs and on his various girlfriends.

Wife is awesome and pretty and could do better. But she stuck with him and he appears to have his act together and they are sticking it out.

He was asking me about things and I filled him in. I even admitted that I was actually bitter at first that his wife stuck with him and I didn't do any of those things and I'm the one divorced.

But now I'm just happy they stayed together. Divorce [censored].

We had a good day. After they left, we picked up two more of the girls friends and they are staying the night.

Get a text from XW at 9:15 p.m. Turns out D8 has an appointment with her pyschologist at 6 p.m. Wednesday and XW can't get off until 6 p.m. Wednesday.

So I have to drive them to the doctor's office (it's her night to have them) and then wait for her to get there.

I was going to go to plasma center to make a donation -- hey, the $20 will help.

I am considering texting her to say reschedule because I have to be someplace BY 6 p.m. That's when the plasma center closes its doors.

It's not a super big deal, but I am tired of her setting things up so I have to see her. I mean, if I could get away with not seeing her tomorrow I might go a month without seeing her -- and one thing I've realized is I don't miss her.