I'm feeling less angry today. I was pleasant to him - even joked about it, "I know it weirds you out that I'm being nice but you don't want to say anything in case it makes me stop."
Not ... you know, hang out, buddy buddy, but nice.
Stayed at work a bit late tonight chatting with some co-workers - keep reminding myself how truly blessed I am to have such awesome people all around me. I've been pretty open about what's going on since I discovered OW, and the outpouring of caring and concern has just floored me.
At one point, it made me cry - I was like "These people I work with are treating me better than my husband of 9 years." But it helps that people care.
H: 39, Me: 37 SD: 18, S: 7 M: 9, T: 10 "I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11 Discovered online affair - 7/11
