Girl, what kind of progress are you making on getting a life? You seem to focus a lot of time on what he is doing. He is going to do whatever he wants and you can't control him. It's time to focus on making yourself happy.
I do a lot of venting here so I don't do it at him. Doesn't always work.
I'm starting yoga in a couple of weeks, so I'm looking forward to that. I'm also pretty busy at work, which helps keep my mind off things. I'm going camping with some friends and S in late August, which will also be fun. I've gone out for drinks with some coworkers a few times, and hope to continue that, as it's a lot of fun and good for my career.
Honestly, I think it will be a lot easier for me once he's not around - the stress and anxiety is making things really hard.
H: 39, Me: 37 SD: 18, S: 7 M: 9, T: 10 "I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11 Discovered online affair - 7/11