Was doing ok today, but am now angry again. It makes me so angry that he sits there, looking miserable and telling me he wants to be "fair" to me and will pay my car payment and feels bad he hurts me .. and then goes and chats with her online while SITTING ON MY COUCH.

Last night I said, "It think it's disrespectful and crappy. Do you disagree?" and he said, "I don't know what I think."

H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11