Well things are still running some what ok here. Ups and downs have been hitting again. Been three months since W confronted me about the OW. She gets pretty quiet from time to time which makes me nervous but I just try and give her space. Still not sure where this is going, as she hasn't made up her mind on saving this or not. I have been going to counseling on my own with hopes that W will join me. I have trying to spend a lot of time with my kids, since school will be starting soon and I dont know what our future holds. ( I guess no one really knows that huh)

I have a job interview Weds. evening that comes with a big pay raise. W is very excited about it as am I. I just worry (because that is what I do) that she only wants me to get it so I can afford to move out. Probably unfounded worry but I still can't fight it somedays.