That was probably the most nervous moment of my life. Now all I have to do is get through the custody evaluation and it will be completely done. I asked myself on my way home if I still want to ever try and rebuild a relationship with my now ex. I hope one day she turns back into the woman I married. I just don't like the person she has become. I don't know if she will ever be that person again. I am going to just move on and see what happens. I am not going to sit around and wait for her to come around. I will focus all of my energy on my kids and myself and what happens will happen because that is how life moves.
I will tell all of you that I still love the woman I married just not th person she turned into. I know I could have done a much better job at being a husband and I will never take someone for granted ever again in my life. I am going to continue to work on forgiving myself and her, when the time is right and I have no doubt in my mind I will. I am still a work in progress so that is what I truly need to do is fully become the man that I really want to be in life.
I have many thoughts about what has happened in my life a.d I refuse to do more of the same. I know we only get one round at this thing called life so it's time for me to make the best of every moment. I like the real me and so do all of my family and friends. I am going to live my dreams and make the best for my girls and me.
Live love and laugh! That's all we ever need!
Me 44 W 38 M 18 D 18 D 13 Bomb 10/21/2010 Divorced 7/19/2011 Just getting to the 7th inning!
