Should I contact her?

[Lonely Room]

Thank you for your words Bworl, they are very inspiring.

I guess I'm just feeling the pressure of the situation, and as currently I'm in a down moment, I don't want to act without carefully thinking about it.

I'm just thorn between what DB'ing says ("wait for your wife to contact you") and what my heart feels, that I should start talking to her. But I also know that she has complete control over this situation, as she initiated it and has been managing it wisely. I'm afraid of sticking my head up and being shot...

Thank you again, regards.