As I said before we had tabled our discussions on sex since she had been on a prolonged period. This actually really had helped us and we became much closer together.
I eeven thought we might be piecing. So now that she saw a doc and got her prescription changed I figured I'd start seeing if we could start working on us. Well she said she didn't want to. Well at one point I told her that I was worried that now that her period was over that all the old issues would come back. I wanted to work on us first. I also asked her if she had been thinking about OW's she said yes, but she wasn't sure. I told her I wanted to work on it first per our agreement in the states. She said didn't think it would work for us until she had a chance to be with an OW. Well it led to a day long discussion which was amicable all day until the last hour.
Apparently she she is bitter about the whole strip club incident and threw it in my face a couple of times. It eventually got to the point where she started saying she didn't trust me anymore. (if you guys remember this was because I had changed my mind on allowing her to see OW's). She even went as far as saying that our last agreement of working on us was just me changing my mind again, and that it was further proof that she could never trust me. After much back and forth she announced it was over and wanted a divorce. We stopped talking about 20 mins ago. She says she wants to see JAG tomorrow to arrange it all. I told her if that's what she wanted I would get her the info Sigh.....
Trying to give her some space.... I don't want to lose her I'm so scared. Need to go into major DB mode. Now where are those rules 25 is always posting. Although I'm sure 25 would just say to let her go.
