I guess I am now an official member of the DB club

[Woodman]

Just journaling.
I know I will probably get 2x4s for this but I contacted w by email yesterday. I wrote the email a couple of days ago and did not send it. I read it and re read it and slept on it for a night. In the email, I did not pursue. I did not accuse. I did not say ILY. It was an email that simply said that I realize that I had a part in this mess and I listed what I saw as my shortcomings. I asked her to forgive me for that which I was responsible for. I told her that I was working on those issues while rebuilding a better life for myself. I even thanked her for the wake up call of leaving. It had forced me to take a hard look at my life and pull my head out of my butt and start doing something about it. Because of our shared beliefs that marriage is a sacrament and cannot be ended except by death, I did tell her that there was nothing that could not be redeemed by God and thereby left the door cracked open for reconciliation.
I also told her to feel no pressure to respond back to me. I didn't expect it. I just wanted her to know where I was.
Thoughts????