He's back from his fishing trip. I have to say I was hoping he would be back later. Having gone through a night without him, I know it's a much better situation for me to not have him here. It's made me even more impatient for him to leave.

I'm hoping the house he applied for goes through so he can be out sooner - I'm thinking that even though we're not telling S7 until next weekend, there's no reason he can't start sleeping there sooner - maybe leaving after S goes to sleep and coming over before S wakes up. I don't know, but I know I don't want him here.


H: 39, Me: 37
SD: 18, S: 7
M: 9, T: 10
"I love you but am not in love with you" - 5/11
Discovered online affair - 7/11