No contact is not going as smoothly as I wish it to.

Seems that STBX now wants to insert himself into my life more, now that I've suspended my welcoming behaviours.
Ie. Inviting him in, offering him a drink, having a superficial chat.

Still I'm working on going dim/dark and keeping my distance from him.
I don't feel the hate so much anymore, although I have a feeling/thought of sort of "let him rot".

Today I just feel glad there are men out there that do enjoy my company and ARE willing to talk to me about things other than the weather.

BITS
Me-51, WAS-52
Kids 2
M-26yrs, H.left 2009, 2 more Bomb drops, Reconnection spring 2013
Change is inevitable, personal growth is a choice.
Love is a action and choice you make, every day.