HELP! Tried the 180/Last Resort & Failed - PART 2

[a girl]

A Girl,

Thanks for your insight. If that's the case, I don't know how he sleeps at night. I wish I knew for sure, I'd feel so much better actually knowing why he left - it would be a lot easier to endure knowing he had met someone than just being told that he had lost his feelings for me.

I have little love notes he hid around the house when he went out of town for work a few months before he ended things...that is why it was so hard for me to understand it when he said, "I can't remember the last time I really felt love for you..." I felt like screaming, "I DON'T KNOW, but I can tell you that it wasn't THAT long ago!"

I'm sorry it happened to you too.

You and I are so in the same boat I don't even know what to tell you.

The whole "re-writing history" thing is crap. It's something they do to make themselves feel better. Because if they *did* love you, then they'd be a bad person for doing this to you. But they don't, you just never understood that.

Lies, lies, lies - all told to make them feel better, to help them sleep at night, to help them feel like they didn't just give up and move on.

Lies.