Waiting to PIECE. No PEACE when waiting

[ninelives]

hey board:

Great posts. Wow Navy. I know exactly how it feels to b considered a doormat. they cheat and we have to b patient?

Green, more amazing insight. I have made some mistakes already.
We had a couple of days of boating and it seemed like none of this ever happened. We were on a secluded beach, got drunk, felt lotsa love and asked to make love later. No 2x4 s required i know i effed up. I apologized big time.

She has been hot and cold. Mostly cold lately. Wants to come back but not sure if she can, i decided to put a floor in my basement. working around clock. Shre is very concerned about my wherabouts all the time. I told her im getting tired of being plan B. I think i need to continue with my plan to unwind ths=is smmer. she asked if that involved effing other womn and i said, IDK, u knnow what i want but i dont know if i can just sit around all summer while u make up mind.

She got angry at that. Long story, but honestly, between this drama, parents sick and floor projectm i am wipesd. no sleep either.

i will post more when i get some rest.

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