Walking in Muskeg - Part IV - Squishy Rubber Boots

[Queen_of_Swords]

You admit everywhere you have a hard time letting go of resentment, getting past your many grudges against your H, your pessimism is palpable.

Your poor H.

I initially passed ithis statement over as an opinion like any other and let it slide.
I have to admit, that since I read it, it has been bugging me all weekend.

In reading it, I feel and felt condemned, blamed and shamed all over again for the failure of my M.


There, I had to get that out.


That said, I had a reasonably good weekend. I had a very nice date, and enjoyed myself and the new person's company, and he mine.

My son brought something to my attention that was such a compliment to him , and after finding out what it was and commenting positively on it. I asked him if he showed his Dad. Sadly, he said " No, I don't want to, Dad is not part of our family anymore."
I said, "Sweetheart, he is and always will be your Dad, and he loves you."
They're off to camp today and I'm really buckling down and looking for another job that better fits my skills and needs.