Doubt....suspicions....ugh....hard to let go. OW was promoted to a director at the college. H got gas at the station right near the college on Friday and also has lunch frequently over that way so I feel pretty certain he is still in contact (at a minimum). He left on his motorcycle yesterday for 3 or 4 hrs.
I never thought that his behavior would effect me for SO LONG and make me doubt myself as much as I do.
We are headed out on a vacation for a week on Saturday. Will be nice to be out of the orbit of OW.
H has not made any kind of advances for at least a month.
D17 and S20 are headed away to college at the end of August. Then it will just be us. I am quite anxious about that.
Me - 49 H - 56 S - 23 D - 20 Married 25 years H moved out 10/11/13 H moved back in 10/13/13 H moved out again 8/1/14
