So i'm sitting here thinking why is that we let the OM/OW ruin or affect our lives as much as they do? I mean i'd love to turn OM face into a 1lb package of lean ground beef but something inside of me is holding me back. What is it? The off chance of reconciliation with my W? What my kids may think of me if i do?
What about what my kids think of me for letting OM in our lives in the first place? Are they going to look up at me for what's happened or are they going to look down at me because I've basically let OM waltz into our life and shatter it to pieces?
Sorry for the rant i just was thinking about this and had to vent, had a bad day yesterday and it all sort of just rolls together on top of itself.
