Feeling Low

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I had a great day at the beach with my friends.
We swam, lounged, laughed and all around had a good time. I can't remember the last time I went to the beach with no kids. I think this might have been the first!

It was hot and the beach was crowded but we didn't care. It's not often that the 3 of us are able to get together at the same time, and we were all happy to be able to chill and relax.
Despite sunscreen my face is fried, but I feel great. The subject of H came up once or twice and of course they think I'm stupid for wanting my M to work but that is their opinion. I know they love me and want me to be happy.

I'm beginning to lose hope that we'll ever be able to reconcile, but it is what it is.