Forgetting those things which are behind......

[holdingon]

Mockers,
Go back and read your WONDERFUL post of 6/3 (I think). Yes, of course you are going to have insecurities. Yes, of course you are going to wonder "what if?" But how far have you come?

I, too, panic when I don't feel okay. I am afraid of having a bad mood... what does it really mean? Well, it simply means you don't feel good about a moment, or you ARE in a bad mood... my gosh, you have been through a battle, shouldn't you have a little bit of shock left over from that?

What has helped me was a lame saying that a friend told me... and I hated hearing it... but "what is, is" is just that... Accept it and move on. Tell yourself "I'm bugged about xyz, ok, how can I deal with that?"

Ask for a hug. Ask for a phone call. You know how to do that in a nonneedy, fun, loving way.

Change your thinking, think about what you need from your H, and ask him for it.

And never stop praying.