It really has. I miss my WAW terribly but I don't sit around all day worrying if she's okay or not. I'm not thinking about her all day long anymore. Of course I have taken my cell phone out of the closet now and I don't sit here watching it for a text or anything. Right now I'm actually having a lot of fun. Even when were all just sitting around chit chatting. I've made friends that are closer to my age and can relate to a lot of what I've been through and going through. It was really hard when I first started trying to GAL. In my mind I had already determined that while I can go see movies and jog that friends were going to be impossible to make till I actually decided to try to step outside of my own wall a little bit. I think my WAW kind of sees that I'm kind of happy right now she's been asking me more questions when she's over and I'm not putting on a fake smile or anything like that. I would still love for our marriage to work out but if it doesn't my life isn't over like I originally thought it would be. Which if I hadn't taken Sandi's advice of putting my cell phone away I probably wouldn't have taken any steps at all in this honestly.
We had a great time last night playing Laser Tag. One of them took lots of pictures of us 3 to put on her FB. I'm fixing to go shower now and go jogging. I was out till nearly 2am last night so I'm lagging behind on my usual routine today.
