Mockers, Wonderful goals and YES they are very well organized. You need a dose of confidence... look what you have done! I'm going to borrow a few of them:
7. Find a release for the tremendous amount of anger I have.
11. Get into shape 12. Be independent! I was very independent when H and I met 13. Take care of myself **** 14. Take care of the children ****
16. Stay close to God. 17. walk more and more in faith and less and less in fear . (I don't want to pass on fearfulness to our children.) 18. Pray, pray, pray every day. 19. Try not to beat myself up for not being stronger than I have through all this. Try not to dwell on my faults, but to take steps to correct things a little step at a time. 20. Make progress in the house. Maintain some sense of order.
Thanks, Mockers. You are such and inspiration to me, and always have been. You ARE doing great.
Relax. Appreciate. Be calm. Laugh. Enjoy. Be secure. Be loving. Be loved. Don't personalize. Don't ASSume. Accept. Be grateful.