HELP! Tried the 180/Last Resort & Failed - PART 2

[AloneAt35]

Thanks A Girl. I'm hurting so bad. When Ex-P left, sobs came out of me that made sounds I have never heard before. I kept hoping Ex-P would miraculously email when he got home. It didn't happen. Over the last four months he's never waivered on his lack of *spark* for me. Even if OW was out of the picture, I suspect he'd just move on to someone else.

I've been taking care of me the best I can because I'm all I've got now. I feel almost as bad today as the day he dropped the bomb, and I never thought that was possible.