I am the devil....

[tadpole1025]

Thanks Diana, AJ, Cadet and Eric.

Eric, I will look you up on the alt.

Diana, the pre-mediation meeting is actually court-ordered. They want us to try to settle things before the actual mediation.

I've made up my mind that I am not giving her some of the info that she requested. It is none of her business.

I remembered something last night. She told me back in February of 2009 that she actually had suicidal thoughts. Should I have done something then? Is that a clue to how warped she is or that she has issues to deal with?

* THE LATEST *

I went to pick up S16 tonight and did not get out of the car. W made comment to S16 "Looks like your dad doesn't feel like talking." How the hell does someone look when they feel like talking? She also made the comment to him that my haircut looked nice.

S16 confirmed that she is still talking to OM, but I still get the feeling that it has cooled down.

S16 told me that she sat down and drank an entire bottle of wine last night. That's funny. She told me that the reason she drank while she was with me is because she was so unhappy and I should have picked up on her unhappiness because of the drinking.

S16 also says that she keeps saying that she left her husband, but did not abandon her kids. I think that maybe she is trying to convince herself.

I am convinced that she has totally lost her mind. I'm also convinced that I may be in the process of losing mine from this whole mess.

Tad