I don't know if it makes me feel any better.

I don't know why I feel the need to analyze it... I'm just trying to understand what my role in this is that got us here.

I think that with understanding comes empathy, which is part of forgiveness. I am trying to work my way to a point where I can forgive her. I would hope that if the roles were reversed, she could forgive me too. In the end, forgiveness is not for her, but for me, so that I can move forward, whatever direction that may be.


Me 45 W 34 W.A.W.
3K. D11 S9 D6
M 12 y T 13 y
Bomb drop 02/22/2011
2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011
Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011