It's been tough the last few days doing the LRT. Yesterday I almost lost it when my W told me she was on the pill. I then realized she was using it to regulate her period. Then my W freaked when she found out I had spent $70 because she thought I had gone back to smoking pot. I haven't in a long time but I have a past history with it. I told her it was for my counselor and she relaxed. I actually did use the money for my counselor visit.
Then, today she was talking about the money spending and said she thought I might have been on a date. She said she would have been okay with it. She then said, wait you ate dinner with us first.
I am so confused. I am sticking to my LRT and not giving up. I am hoping that was her trying to cover her feelings about that. I am not going to give up either way.
