I read your sitch, I can honestly tell you that I feel what you have written. I too feel like I am crying inside all the time. I too have taken ownership of my faults in our marriage, and done my 180s I too have 3 kids who will be displaced by my wife's, decision. I have convinced myself that my WAW is simply just "sick" right now and that by focussing on myself, I will give her time and patience so that she will heal and we can build a new marriage. I know though that may not happen, and that scares me.
I like you was not an aggressive dater, and then I met my angel. She changed me, I am a better man for what she has taught me. I know that if my sitch dosent work out, I will move on and try to find someone new. I deserve to be loved, and I deserve to give my love to someone too. I guess the thing I am trying to say is, it's important to have faith. Believe in yourself, believe in God, believe in love and It will blossom for you again, maybe with you ex, or maybe someone new. Don't be afraid to pray for a miracle. Your future is not written, you write it.
Me 45 W 34 W.A.W. 3K. D11 S9 D6 M 12 y T 13 y Bomb drop 02/22/2011 2nd written bomb (Letter bomb) 05/31/2011 Affair (A bomb) revealed 07/03/2011
