I'm Back from the business trip and I'm feeling more and more that this is over for me I ethier need to move out or ask her to leave. not sure what to do. I believe all the effort I have been putting into me leaves nothing for my marriage. At this point I am begining to see the R and M more as hinderances than anything else.

I really need to pray and try to do what's best.
SS14 has a baseball tournament I'm taking him to this weekend 2 hours drive from here. Maybe that time away will help.
It really doesn't help that our anniversary is comming up next week. Not sure what to do with that!

M 38
W 32
T 11
M 2
SS 14
S 9
ILYBNILWY March/2010
EA found out Oct 2010
PA found out Jan 2011
living together alone