DG, when my troubles started I also had a lot of guilt, disappointment, whatever, thinking I could be D twice. I thought to myself 'who'd want to be with a two-time loser'. I thought that one D and maybe you learned from your mistakes, but *two*...
I generally don't think about that anymore. What will be will be and I can't help what others might think. I hope that you can get to this stage also.
Occasional anger is fine. Remember it's all about what you do with it that counts. Hang in there!
Me 43 W 38 M 5 T 7 SD20 S15, S13 with 1st W ILYBNILWY June 2010 Separation/Bomb July 2010 Divorce Feb 8, 2011