Hoswald I can relate to what you are saying. I also had lost faith in marriage after my D from my 1st H. Even though I know that we were too young to be married in the first place, it still tainted my view and I always said that to my H.
Looking back, I probably sabotaged myself by thinking so negatively.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
