Hehe Just reread my post i guess I'm a little angry too. Better check myself before I make things worse. I have to say though that I will be going semi dark until she comes and apologizes for throwing the D word around.
I know she is frustrated, it's scary the way the locals drive, and her body is not helping her much. I just don't want her flinging the D word like it's nothing. It's disrespectful, hurtful, and I know she does it to "punish" me. Worst of all I think that using the D word all these years as a verbal punishment greatly contributed to getting her to the point where she went WAW.
Desperately want to be loving again but I need to hold firm or we will fall into our old pattern of verbal abuse.
