Is filing for D a 180?

[luvmyhubby]

So tonight i realized there was another link to the town where the OW lives. I remember a receipt from the town of th OW that was odd with a client name written on it. My H doesnt do work there and neither does the client on the receipt but at the time i didnt know what to make of it. I was trying to DB so i didnt question it i just put it with all the receipts..

Now im wondering how long has he been talking to this OW? Is it an EA that turned PA and is she the dang reason he chose to stop working on us.

Just makes me cry! my mind has started to race again and now the heart flutters,eating and lack of sleep are back..

I havent said anything to him at all.. Our kids are uptset about moving and crying and he sees NONE Of this. He is off with friends or the OW..

Now im just plain angry at him.. Shame on him for doing this to his family and his babies.
Tonight I just dont get it.. I want him to have to cry like I do when he sees his children crying! I want him to feel the pain of knowing he cannot stop the pain for his kids.. I know he might be hurting but in no way do I think he feels what the kids and I feel..