Can I "fake" GAL?

[Very Confused]

Mod..I have another post I made to this thread from 4 days ago that hasn't shown up. Thanks.

Journaling..I have not idea if this is all repeated stuff since I can't see my last post. I'm not upset with him any longer over the dating profiles. He took them down, and it is like I got a private glimpse into his head and what he is feeling. Obviously these are things that he would never, ever share with me because they are hurtful. He always used to say that to me. He didn't want to tell me about my shortcomings as a wife because he didn't want to hurt me. How was I ever supposed to learn if he didn't share with me? I have owned my faults and realized how I made him feel in the marriage. I am ashamed of it and realize how he must have felt. I am working on forgiving myself.

Am I approaching my trial separation the right way? The fact that I am following DB guidelines by trying to GAL and looking good and being happy whenever I see him or interact with him? Is dropping the rope absolutely necessary? The clock is ticking for our lease renewals. I have exactly 14 days. I have talked or texted him everyday this week so far. That is progress in my book, but I am afraid that his feelings of love won't return for him to want to give our marriage another shot. That is out of my hands, and I will have to accept the D if that is what he wants. That's when I will drop the rope..