LRT - Does it leave open for OW?

[luvmyhubby]

I have started what I think is the LRT and pulled way back. I see some minor improvements however he did tell me he wanted a D. I of course flipped and backslid. Im better now but I have discovered he is looking at OW now. He is also pondering changing his social media status from M to Single but he hasnt yet.

He hasnt filed yet but i feel he will soon.. When I was more chatty etc he was almost hatful in a sense. Now that I am not being so nice and just moving on he is inquisitive but i think it leaves him open.
He is exploring OW and maybe trying to see what it is like. I dont think that what I am doing is the root of this but maybe it frees him to go on..

Who knows.. I think that regardless of what WE do our spouses would have ended up with OW or OM if they wanted to anyway.

Maybe im just bitter today..:( If im hopefull it makes me insanely depressed..