You have been at this longer than I have and our sitch's are different but the dark thing has really helped me through a rough patch. You are the one in control of your own happiness. This could be the kick he or you need to get out of limbo land. I look for positives in every little thing in life. You already live like you are D so live like no tomorrow!
Me 44 W 38 M 18 D 18 D 13 Bomb 10/21/2010 Divorced 7/19/2011 Just getting to the 7th inning!