Feeling a little stronger today, and hoping it lasts. Took S17 to college tour last night and it went well. Got along just fine and focus was on S. A bit of a bump when we got home, and H was pretty grumpy (reasons unknown and I didn't ask). I gave him his space. He later found me and said it was due to hunger, we didn't get home until late and he missed dinner. He apologized and we went about our night, no relationship talk. It is still the giant elephant in the room
H asked me if I could take S14 to basketball tonight because he would have to 'leave work early to go there'. I explained that I already had plans unfortunately (which is true, not playing games). If it comes to the kids I will be more likely to juggle I think. I don't want them to suffer. He never used to say "have to leave early" and was the one who wanted to sign him up for this. He has had much earlier games than this, and only recently has it been an issue. I don't want S14 to suffer, but for tonight I am going out (GAL) and he will take him to b'ball as planned.
