Thank you, Jackie - it helps to hear from you - I see more and more how I could have been coming across to my H - even though I never would have intended to come across as I did. I guess I was thinking I love him so much, he has to see how much.

I am trying to be very careful to be complimentary and thank him for all he does. Some days I feel like such a jerk.

Forgot to post my positives:
1. H and I had a great afternoon together.
2. We have been laughing alot.
3. H is holding my hand all the time in the car now, and continues to open my door for me.

Off to try and be productive for a little while ~

Mockers2 "Somehow we survive, and tenderness frustrated does not wither." Dennis Brutus, South African poet "That which does not kill us makes us stronger." Friedrich Nietzsche