Waiting to PIECE. No PEACE when waiting

[ninelives]

What can I say? I know that many people would want to be in this position but the uncertainty remains. Patience has to be my mantra right now and as many of you know, I was never good at that but it is essential that I become GREAT at it now.

The glimpses of us together again felt so good. Sleeping with her, staying the night and holding her. Hearing her text go off and not being anxious for some BS.

I know I have to let go of OW and she is cool with it. I told her that I went over to W's the other night when she couldnt sleep and massaged her. She asked if I slept with her and I told her i didnt. She said it was cool either way.

So I believe OW has had enough of the drama as she is soooo not into drama of any kind.

So all eggs in one basket. I will focus on finishing my basement now and helping my W get healthy in any way that I can.

We are planning a trip to Marine Land with the kids. Should be fun and I will do all i can to make it so.

OH WELL, as Tom Petty said, the waiting is the hardest part.

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PS. can someone help me keep my other thread on this one so I can check it out from time to time , computer skill lacking.