I don't like how my emotions go up and down. I know it's inevitable, but it doesn't mean I have to like it.
Sometimes I miss him so much, I can barely breathe. I miss the scent of his skin, the way he looked at me, his laugh, his smile, everything. I try not to think about him too much and sometimes I'm successful, but other times not so much.
Sometimes I am very angry. I'm angry that he walked away even though he promised he never would. I'm angry that he is placing the majority of the blame on me. I'm angry because for the past 6 months I've gotten my sh*t together and he hasn't even made an attempt. I'm angry that he hasn't contacted my kids. I'm just angry.
25 said to me a while back "become the woman only a fool would leave.". She's right. I have become that woman. I'll continue to be that woman. And as for my H-he's a fool.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
