Nobody here is going to fault you for being human. We offer advice and suggestions, but it all boils down to what works best for you.
I am guessing you were possibly hoping for some sort of positive response from your W. I totally get that. I was hoping for something when my H & my 5th wedding anniversary was last month.
Are you in IC? If you aren't, perhaps it may benefit you?
Like you, at times I get so fed up with the pain that I feel like I've lost the will to live. Not suicidal, just...defeated.
Just know that you aren't alone. And that there are a lot of people on here who care about you and are praying for you.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
