Life isn't about her, it is about you. I read in MH that divorced men get depressed because we don't have many close friendships maintained once we get married/older. True enough, I think.
I don't think happiness is around the corner. It is in front of you. If you love and value little things, like the taste of butter on bread. Or your newer body shape from the few or many pounds lost. Or in the feeling you can get in prayer.
